I've found myself moving on too fast after having a serious downfall recently. It was quick, it may seemed that instant, but whatever it is, a Saviour came and filled those holes I've had, kept me happy, and still keeping me happy day by day. Meeting him was an accident, but yeah, he stays on a purpose now. A soulmate? The other half? A companion? A boyfriend? A future husband? An enemy? You name it, he is the guy of many characters. I love this guy, he's so amazing, I mean, what more can you get? loyal, know how to treat his girl right in so many ways, sensitive, sensible, sensual, incredible, heals my wound, wise, the one I've been searching for all this while. He reminds me of I am when I'm in love, the way I treat the one I loved, is this a coincidence or what? Seeing people who resembles my character loving me in the present? :) Well, I guess what you give is what you get. One thing for sure is I'm going to keep him. I've always find myself being insecure, having fears after the break up. Somebody told me not to be afraid when the time comes, and here I am, keeping that word that I won't back down, look back and leaving the past behind. Sure, there will always be stains, tracks, and marks but I don't want them to haunt me. I'm still somehow still shifting from I-don't-really-know-how-to-describe-the-phase-is. And yes, it was on fifteen of last two months. Fifteen fifteen fifteen, never thought you could be that much of historical :)

Go easy on me, go easy on this girl.