Hold On Tight.
try to make me frown,baby, because you actually can't. half past 18. do i really have a clear view on my future?
scream out loud
gone with the wind
you're on your way
take a bow
Colours / Headers
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 5:41 PM+ (0 comments) / top
Hey Dolls!Headache attacks me a day before my historical day. Day that I was born, or it should be a date. A Date To Remember? Well,last year my family didn't wish me even though some of the few members know it was the day. But,everybody was busy cooking,preparing for the 1st day of raya.The event was forgotten and left by just like that, but its not that I really care because oh boy, I'm not that legend anyway. HAHAHA
30 September 2009. I'm in MMU, away from my family. And this is the first time I could celebrate it with friends. But the thing is, there just so many things that avoiding me from celebrating it. >.< Firstly,I'm having a bad headache.PMS? Secondly it is because a total breakdown, all of sudden I feel very sad,and I don't know what makes me. I can't find the source. I'm confused. Don't ask me why.
This week is a crucial week ever with final exams going on.And I can't really concentrate on it. Consultations suddenly ditching me,is not a part of me anymore, which is I'm getting suck on it. Dear friend,I'm sorry I didn't mean to say cold words to you,which is not helping but to be true,nobody used to be in my dictionary and I believe somehow the person to come to us only when they needed help doesn't mean that they're bad and just using us. Keep that in mind. It may be a good start in a friendship. Don't you ever feel hurt about that,it takes some time to know each other. Don't you ever give up.If it is destined to be that way,then be patience to wait for it.Something good might happen to a person who waits. Happiness doesn't come that instant,my dear friend.Oh correction, TRUE HAPPINESS <3.
I think I've finally found the best of friend.The one that always straighten up to me with my grammar and pronunciation mistakes.I've found what I've been looking for. I'm not searching for one except for more knowledge HE is going to give me.
Dear Allah, armed me with a stronger faith in you,forgive me for every seconds that I tend to forget your existence.Protect my dear family and friends,my mighty Allah.
Remembering You suddenly makes me burst in tears. Alhamdullilah.
Monday, September 28, 2009 8:01 PM+ (0 comments) / top
I MISS YOU!!!!!!
and I feel like crying hell lot!
I NEED YOU.
Not just words.
I WANT YOU!
haha suddenly I start smiling :)
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 11:52 PM+ (0 comments) / top
He's the one who's been saving me when I'm about to fall. And I'm glad,he likes me as the way I am.Sorry for hurting you,these past few months. And thanks,your forgiveness is all I need.
Monday, September 21, 2009 11:13 PM+ (0 comments) / top
She's my Cotton Candy.A few hours ago, a friend of mine was having her moment.
And I said
"Why?You're downgrading yourself.Let it be a dream no matter how hard it is.We'll see how it ends. :D It's too early to get to the conclusion la! ;D"
All I need is a reply, :)
I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE YOU.
1:42 AM+ (0 comments) / top
Lucky,if these numbers were picked out
But in the end they were not picked out..
I wonder,Does LIFE always like this?
Sunday, September 20, 2009 2:25 AM+ (0 comments) / top
Can I let you go now?I wasn't that much missing you on that particular time, YOU were the one who made me involuntarily falling,failing bit by bit. Now I'm letting you go,to a better place. All I can say is I'm officially over you, yes no more you. Bubblegum,here I come <3
1:51 AM+ (0 comments) / top
BubblegumLast Week was :
Submission week,Less sleep week,Emo week,Hyper week,Love week,shopping week,friends with 1000001 emotions week, you and me week,HB1 week,YOU-NAME-IT WEEK. There's a lot of things going on last week. but still we manage to struggle till the end don't we? :)
First submission is my drawing submission, my subject matter was a glass plate.All I have to do was transferring the first image to the second image. Menjadi tak?
The second submission was for Design Fundamental , which entitled "Lines and Music" where we have to draw lines to represents music genre.And this was we managed to do :
Last Thursday was my Computer Graphics submission,and I submitted this :
And my comment is,I feel this week can be describe in one word which is AWESOME!I've done my assignments with help of friends,seriously I wouldn't manage to do theseeee without my friends,especially to the one you know who! :)
And SELAMAT HARI RAYA GUYS! :)
Thursday, September 17, 2009 3:29 PM+ (0 comments) / top
Karma, how lame is it to you?Ain't Karma a Biznitch?
basically to me it happens all the time,yes I believe that it does exist and revolves around us every now and then. Sometimes you're up and sometimes it goes the other way around.Spell this right, L-I-F-E. A simple alphabet that is combined to make you to live in it and it is so called C-O-M-P-L-I-C-A-T-E-D , because you are trained that way well enough to judge your very own life,and thinks you can see the future if you keep ditching yourself in facing the facts of life.Today is like the last day of the learning process in trimester 1 09/10,exams coming soon after raya. Maybe some of us will have to repeat the same subjects,or maybe they just pass with flying colours,to have their faces with rainbows.We'll see. But I'm crossing fingers that we'll pass. I know we will,set your mind to pass. Face failure if you think you are so are going to fail.
What Are Your GOALS Anyway?
Monday, September 14, 2009 10:46 PM+ (0 comments) / top
You'll never know.
Underestimating. Is that the best from you?
Saturday, September 12, 2009 2:47 AM+ (0 comments) / top
I'm just frozen for a moment.Because there's just a lot of things going on and I don't really know who I am anymore.
Thank You very much for being with me through thick and thin.
Thursday, September 10, 2009 1:34 AM+ (0 comments) / top
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 11:04 PM+ (1 comments) / top
Back and Forth.
What's in my head?
-The way it used to be and who I am now.
Ever feel like you want to take a break from everything, from your life?