Every guy is supposed to have gene for being cool, especially things around them. But what if we’re all that, and the thing we most need of repair is our ego?
Why is it so hard for me to admit defeat and just pull out my white flags? Even with simple tasks, I was easily flummoxed and prune to self-mutilation. I really do want to be sweet kind of guy, who can always cheer their partner. A guy should be nice, more understanding and sweet. But time and time again I have proved that im not that guy. I can build disaster in a second but I can’t built happiness and joy in a second. And it is so much worst when im around this so called MacGyver but I don’t even learn a thing from them. I can say Azman, Luqman , Azeer and Sifu(bet jaja smiling now) are the man who I will ever envy because they know how to cheer their partner.

Yaaaa, the man who smile like Mr. McDonals. He can control himself. There is one time, Maryam was mad at luqman. I was with them. Then we stop at this one store called “More And Save”. By the time I get back to them. WALLLAH! Maryam was smiling and her face shows that she is in a comfort zone. Seriously I am stunned by that time.